Monday, June 29, 2015

Word of the Week - Scalawag

Scalawag is one of those words that we think of as being a very old-fashioned insult--and it is...but it's not quite as old as some might think.

Meaning "disreputable fellow," scalawag only dates from 1848. It originated in American union jargon, and though where it came from isn't quite clear, it's thought that it may have been borrowed from the Scotch scallag--a farm hand or rustic. Scallag, in turn, is derived from Scalloway, one of the islands with Shetland ponies, which were deemed undersized and worthless--so to call someone a scallag, and then a scalawag, was to insult their worth. During the Civil War, Southererns used the term as an insult against white, Southern-born men who were not Confederates.

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Thoughtful About . . . The Video

I know I provided an almost-transcript of my sermon (man, that feels weird to type, LOL) from the other week, but I thought it would be fun to post the video today. As always, things changes a bit as I turned written notes into spoken words.

I hope everyone is having a great week!

Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Remember When . . . We Made Paper?

It's my day at Colonial Quills! So you know what that means. =) For a bit of fun history, hop over there, where I'm talking a bit about the paper-making process in Colonial America.

These days there's a lot of talk of going "paperless." Why? Because paper clutters things up. We have stacks upon stacks of it. Reams sitting, waiting to be used. In my house, there are desks full to bursting with sketches and crayon drawings on paper of all weights and colors and sizes. Need a bookmark? Grab a slip of paper. Need to make a note? Grab a Post-It. Everywhere we look, there it is: paper.

But paper wasn't always so bountiful, nor was it cheap, nor was it made from wood pulp like today's paper usually is. Paper, in Colonial days, was like most things: precious, and coming as a result of much toil.
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Monday, June 22, 2015

Word of the Week - Aluminum V. Aluminium

One of my husband's favorite shows is Top Gear--the British version. Being a car show, they have cause to say lots of things that are different than how we say it in America. Boot, bonnet...and aluminium instead of aluminum. On one particular show, the presenter is talking about an American car and quotes that it's made from "aluminum--whatever that is."

First, it made me laugh. Then it made me wonder why we say it differently. Looking up the answer made me laugh again. =)

Sir Humphry Davy coined the word aluminum in 1812, taken from the Latin alum. In 1809 he'd called this metal alumium, but he changed it for reasons unknown, and American kept this second incarnation of his word. Editors that same year, however, amended it still further:

Aluminium, for so we shall take the liberty of writing the word, in preference to aluminum, which has a less classical sound. ["Quarterly Review," 1812]

So there we have it. Aluminum didn't sound classical enough. Love it. =)

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Remember When . . . I Got Married?

(This is an updated repost from, gosh, FIVE years ago! Man, time flies!)

Fourteen years ago today, I pledged myself to David. The man I loved since we were 15, the man I knew with all that was in me was The One. Sometimes, I think he's much more than that.

It seemed an appropriate day to muse (not for the first time, I know) on Love--and to share some of the awesome pictures from our gorgeous beach wedding. =)

Through my life, I've known a lot of love.

That feeling that Mom and Dad will always be there, always encourage, always believe in my dreams--even when those dreams defy convention (like when I get engaged at 17 and married just before I turn 19).

I'll always have a place on Daddy's knee.

Mom will always be there carry my burdens with me.

That knowledge that for every storm (like the one that raged up the coast the day before The Day) in life, God sends me a rainbow.

That we have friends and family willing to travel hundreds of miles to share our joy. And that after traveling all day, they'll put more hours into decorating the rental house hosting our big day.

Love is looking into David's eyes and knowing, each and every time, that this is the man God planned for me, and for whom I was planned. Knowing we are perfectly matched, perfectly balanced.

Love is that security that comes with resting my head on his shoulder.

Love is laughing over nothing, rejoicing in each moment.

It's dancing barefoot in the sand when you forget your shoes for your own wedding (ahem, David!;-)

It's standing together, beside all those that matter. It's standing together always, through whatever the years bring you.

These days, love is also cuddling warm little bodies with damp curls pressed against your cheek, it's watching graceful ballerinas beam with pride. It's running "scared" when little "dinosaurs" chase you through the house--and looking over into each other's eyes and thinking, "This is us. These are ours. This is family."

Love is building a life on much more than one day. It's building a life on every day.

Thank you, Lord, for all those you've put in my life. For my family, for my friends. For editors and agents who believe in me. For those who know how to read my heart in the lines that I write.

Thank you most of all for the man who bends over backwards to make my dreams come true--who not only believes in them with me, but who chases them down for me when my legs begin to fail.

David--you're my everything. Here's to way more than 14 years to come!

Monday, June 15, 2015

The Lost Heiress ARC Giveaway II - Cover Reveal!

It's been so much fun to share a sneak peek at The Lost Heiress with you! I hope everyone enjoyed the first chapter that I shared on Thursday.

As I was chatting with the team about this contest, they suggested a cover reveal as part of the festivities, which got me SUPER excited--I didn't know I could share so soon! But oh my gracious, y'all. Oh my gracious. This cover for book 2 in the Ladies of the Manor series is beyond gorgeous. And so, with no further ado, allow me to present Rowena from The Reluctant Duchess!!

I cannot begin to express how much I adore this cover. I love the cover for The Lost Heiress and really didn't know how they'd top it, but...RED! I love the red dress. Seriously, truly love it. And I just have to point out what a fabulous job the cover team did. This is the photo I sent them for what I'd based Rowena's physical appearance on:
My editor said she loved the expression on Emma Watson's face here and that she'd tell them to try to match it. And they did! The soft eyes, the not-quite-smiling mouth, the hesitancy but honesty. Perfect for my reluctant duchess. =D

Here's the official blurb for book 2.

Lady Rowena Kinnaird may be the heiress to a Highland earldom, but she has never felt good enough—not for her father, not for the man she thought she’d marry, not for God. But after a shocking attack, she’s willing to be forever an outcast if it means escaping Loch Morar and the men who have jeopardized her life.
Brice Myerston, the Duke of Nottingham, has suddenly found himself in possession of a rare treasure his enemies are prepared to kill for. While Brice has never been one to shy away from manor-born ladies, the last thing he needs is the distraction of his neighbor, Lady Rowena, who finds herself in a desperate situation. But when the moody Earl of Lochabar tries to trap Brice into marrying Rowena, Brice finds he’s not as opposed to the idea as he expected to be.
Rowena wanted to escape the Highlands, but she’s reluctant to resort to marrying a notorious flirt just to gain his English home. And when she learns that Brice is mixed up in some kind of questionable business with a stolen treasure, she fears she’s about to end up directly in the path of everything she was trying to avoid.

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Thursday, June 11, 2015

The Lost Heiress ARC Giveaway

I've got some exciting new! The awesome team at Bethany House let me know that there are 2 extra ARCs of The Lost Heiress . . . and that they can go to 2 of my readers!

ARCs, in case you don't know, are Advance Reader Copies. These are printed up to go out to review sources, but when there are a few left over, well. We get to have fun with them. =) These ARCs look like this:

and aren't quite final--there will be a few typos, a few things that have been changed in my last round of edits, but the story is there and the changes are few.

SO. How do you get your hands on this books months before it releases in September? Quite simple!

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Of course, if you're just DYING to read some now, even if you don't win one of the TWO copies, I have a special treat. The first chapter of The Lost Heiress!


Monte Carlo, Monaco
Late August 1910

Temptation sat before her, compelling as the sea. Gleaming silver, green leather, the nearly silent rumble of engine . . .

Brook trailed a gloved hand along the door, cast one glance over her shoulder, and let herself in. She couldn’t stop the grin as she gripped the wheel of the Rolls-Royce. And why should she? Only a fool would leave such a car running right outside her door and not expect her to do something about it.

“Don’t even think it.”

His voice brought laughter to her lips, and she looked up to find her dearest friend at the opposite door—her first sight of him in five months. The warm Riviera wind had tousled his hair, making her wonder where his hat had gone today. “Teach me to drive it, Justin.”

He glared at her with an intensity to match the Mediterranean sun. All manner of men flooded Monaco in pursuit of its casino, and none could glower like the British. Well, perhaps the Russians, but theirs were more scowls than proper glowers. Though, if he expected her to be cowed by the look, he had taken leave of his senses.

He leveled an accusatory finger at her nose. “I’m happy to take you for a drive in my new car, mon amie, but I will be behind the wheel.”

“Come, Justin.” She said his name as it was meant to be said. In French. Soft J and long U, emphasis on the second syllable, the N silent—as she knew no one in his native country did. “Your gift will soon be back in England. We mustn’t waste a moment of its time in Monaco. Get in and teach me.”

“A moment of its time?” But he laughed and slid into the left side of the car, shaking his head. The sun caught his hair and burnished it gold, caught the angles of his face and made it all the stronger. “The prince will have my head for this.”

Brook grinned at him. Once upon a time, she had dreamed that they would fall in love and live happily ever after—before she realized a future duke could never be more than friends with a nobody without a past. Before she came to understand Prince Albert wasn’t really her grandfather. “He will be jealous, you mean. He must always have a chauffeur behind the wheel.” Brook gripped the wheel tighter, until she could feel the thrum of the 40–50 engine in every cell. “Perhaps I will borrow one of the chauffeur’s jackets and surprise him one day—after you’ve taught me.”

Justin pressed a hand to his brow, dark blond hair falling over his fingers. “Heaven help me. I’ll be executed. My poor grandfather will expire from the shock of it, the dukedom will go extinct, and it will be all your fault. All because you grin at me and I can’t say no.”

She grinned all the brighter now. “I don’t intend to race in Grand-père’s road rally—I only want to learn the basics.” She made herself comfortable on the seat, positioning her feet on the pedals on either side of the steering column. She had read books and articles about the advances of the automobile, but the pages hadn’t come close to conveying the power that came coursing through the floorboard. It was almost as heady a feeling as having a spirited horse under her. Almost.

Justin slid closer, casting her a sideways look she couldn’t read—making fear knot in her chest. She’d been waiting months for him to return, had begun to worry he never would, that his family would succeed in keeping him forever in the Cotswolds of England, and he would forget his promises to investigate the seal on the old, yellowed envelope she had pressed to his palm five months ago.

She cleared her throat. “Did you learn anything? In England, I mean?”

Justin adjusted the position of her hands on the wheel. “Of course I did. Literature and mathematics—”

“Justin Wildon.”

“—philosophy and science.” He ducked his head as if to make sure her feet were where they ought to be. Or to avoid her gaze. “I came across the papers of a German not long ago. Fellow by the name of Albert Einstein, a physics professor. Have you read him? He has interesting theories—”

“Lord Harlow.” She narrowed her eyes at him, but he still didn’t look up.

“—about Newtonian physics and something called special relativity, which I know you’d find interesting.” He straightened, gaze still on her feet. “There are pedals for clutch, brake, and accelerator. Throttle is on the steering column. You must press upon brake and clutch to begin.”

“I know.” She pushed them without taking her eyes off his strong profile. “And you know well what I mean.”

He finally swung his face her way again, jaw set. “We can either talk about that or you can learn to drive. Choose one, for I don’t intend to open such a conversation with you behind the wheel of my very new, very expensive automobile.”

“Bad as all that, is it?” She prayed again she could live with the answers she’d asked him to find. For eight years now she had known only who she wasn’t—not the illegitimate daughter of opera star Collette Sabatini and Prince Louis Grimaldi, heir to the throne of Monaco. Not the petite-fille of the reigning Prince Albert, as his wife, Princess Alice, had shouted for all the palace to hear before she left him. So if not a daughter or granddaughter to the only family she knew . . . then who?

“Release the hand brake, first of all. There by the wheel, on your right.”

Drawing in a long breath, she gripped the wooden handle and moved it as she had seen their drivers do, then checked for carriages or cars in the street. Seeing none, she mimicked the pedal work she had observed, moving her foot from the brake and aiming it at the accelerator.


Quoi?” She jammed her foot back on the brake.

Justin ran a hand over his face. “Attendez! Please—wait for my instruction.”

Another grin tickled her lips and pushed away the phantoms of the unknown. “When have I ever awaited instruction? But did I not let my first arrow fly with admirable accuracy? Am I not a better shot with a pistol than you? Can I not out-fence any young lord?”

At last a breath of laughter relaxed his shoulders. Then he caught her gaze and held it, his eyes as deep as the ocean. “You think I don’t know the thoughts rampaging through your mind? But I assure you, you’ve nothing to worry about. The news I bring is good.” He gave her fingers a reassuring squeeze. “But it will change everything. You shouldn’t try to digest it when behind the wheel of a car.”

She nodded and pushed the questions aside. For now. “Now I check the street again and transfer my foot from brake to accelerator while easing off the clutch.”

“A statement rather than a question, I see.” His fingers left hers as he turned around to look at the street. “All clear. Angle the wheel hard to the left and gently—gently—press that foot to the accelerator.”

She obeyed, reveling in the increased thrum of the engine. Easing the car forward, a laugh slipped from her lips. She straightened the wheel and headed for the opera house. She could get the hang of this, given a bit more practice. Perhaps she could even convince Grand-père to let her drive one of theirs.

Assuming she remained in Monaco. Risking a glance toward Justin, she barely kept from taking one hand off the wheel to play with the two pearls dangling from the gold filigree of her necklace. “You did verify I’m English, then?”

He shot a look at the fingers she had nearly lifted. As if he knew exactly what habit she’d nearly indulged. “We already knew that.”

She sighed and let off the accelerator when they came upon a slow-moving barouche. “We knew Maman said so, but she was hardly in her right mind those last weeks.” And for so many years, Brook had hoped and prayed that that had been the lie, as Grand-père so often assured her.

“It was right enough. You are indeed English. Which, assuming you’ve looked in a mirror now and again, oughtn’t to surprise you.”

Right on cue, the wind cast a tendril of her pale hair before her eyes. She certainly had nothing in common with the rest of the Grimaldis. How many times had she wished for their rich dark hair and fathomless brown eyes? The skin that the sun could kiss yet not burn? A delicate snort was all the response she could manage.

Justin loosed a sigh nearly lost under the purr of the engine. “The story she told seems to be true—she was in York with the opera at the time but did not have a child of her own.”

Had Brook been anywhere else, she would have let her eyes slide closed so that she could summon the image of beautiful Maman, try to conjure the sound of her sterling soprano. But the memory had faded over the years, until now it was little more than a crystal echo.

“So Prince Louis was right to keep me always at a distance—I am not his daughter.” At least she wasn’t another cause for scandal in the Grimaldi line. But it also meant Maman was not her mother. And Grand-père . . . He hadn’t wanted her to ask these questions. She was, he had said, the only member of his family who acted like family, and what would he have if she left?

But she had to. She couldn’t live her life as a pretender. The people were already shouting against him, how much worse would it be if he continued to support her when she had no real claim to him, other than a bone-deep love?

The barouche they followed turned down a side road, and Brook pressed on the accelerator. “What am I, then? A farmer’s daughter? An abandoned waif?”

His chuckle helped ease the band around her chest. “Mais non. It is as we imagined—you are a nymph from the fairy world.”

“A naiad you mean, ruling over a—”

“—a brook. How could I have forgotten?” He captured the curl that obscured her vision and gave it a playful tug. “One of my favorites of our recent stories—‘Brook of the Brook.’ And where is my fairy princess taking us?”

She smiled, but even the thought of the stories they created and picnics atop the ramparts overlooking Port Fontvieille couldn’t erase the questions. “The theater. I have a ballet lesson. I keep threatening to join the Ballet Russes—Sergei says I am as talented as his Russian dancers.”

“An imp more than a naiad, surely.” He tugged again on her curl and tucked it behind her ear. “I can only imagine how mad that drives the prince.”

“It hardly matters what I do.” She slowed as her turn approached and prepared to wrestle the wheel around. Her heart thudded, but she drew in a deep breath. If she slipped, Justin would catch the wheel, would keep them from harm.

“You will not take the stage.” Justin sounded far harsher than Grand-père had. Perhaps her tone had been too blasé.

Still, she could hardly resist teasing him—and fishing for more information. “Excuse me, your lordship, but why not? My mother was on the stage.”

“Collette would have been the first to tell you not to follow her example. And she was not your mother.”

“Quite right—I am an orphan, an unknown. Lizette Brook—a nobody.”

“You most certainly are not.”

“Who am I, then?” She glanced his way, brows arched.

“Eyes on the road!”

Hopefully he saw only that she turned her face square to the windscreen and not that she rolled those eyes in the process. “Was I right about the envelope? The seal?”

Maman had left her with boxes upon boxes of correspondence, faded letters from faded loves. But one box of them had been different—they were in English. The tone was different too—not at all what amorous patrons had usually sent to Collette. And more, as she’d searched through the letters in the flat she’d shared with Maman before moving to the palace after her death, Brook had seen a variation of her own name on the ones on the top of the stack. Give Little Liz a kiss from her papa. But it had been signed only with Yours Forever, and the one envelope with the seal upon it had no address.

Yet again she had to resist the urge to touch her necklace. The necklace Maman had confessed with her last breath had belonged to Brook’s true mother. The woman killed in the carriage accident from which Collette had rescued Brook. The my love those English letters were written to?

“The seal was helpful. Brook.” He sighed again and rested a hand on her shoulder. “It led me to your mother. I saw a portrait of her, and it might as well have been you in a bustle. We found her. We found you.”

Her fingers curled around the wheel so tightly she feared she’d leave an impression in the wood. “Who, then? Who am I?”

“We’re nearly to the theater—pull over here. Foot off the gas, press the brake and then the clutch. Turn, turn.” His fingers covered hers as he helped her guide the Rolls-Royce into an open spot nearer the casino than the theater. The moment the car halted, he reached over her to engage the hand brake and then switched off the magneto. The absence of the engine’s noise barely made a difference with all the chatter from the street.

But Brook didn’t look at the gaily-clad aristocrats making their way into the Casino Monte Carlo—she looked at the muscle gone tense in his jaw. “Justin.” Her voice came out in a whisper so soft she couldn’t be sure he heard her. “Tell me.”

He leaned against the green leather of the seat, elbow atop it, and rested his hand on her shoulder again. “You are a baroness.”

“A . . . what?” She knew the title—one couldn’t be the friend of a duke’s grandson without getting lessons in the British peerage. Which was why she knew she shouldn’t have such a title unless by marriage. “How could I be a baroness?”

The wind tried to toss that curl into her face again, but he caught it and tucked it away once more. “From your mother, who was a baroness in her own right. Passed from her mother, and her mother before her. You are Elizabeth Brook Eden, Baroness of Berkeley—one of only a handful of peeresses whose title is by right and not courtesy. And the heiress to a large estate.”

Little Liz. Maman had kept her name, just made it more French—Lizette Brook. Choosing to go by her middle name after Collette’s death had been one of Brook’s many small rebellions. Her eyes slid shut, her fingers found the warm pearls dangling from her necklace. Her mother’s necklace. Her mother. “What was her name?”

“Elizabeth as well, born with the surname Brook, which is where your middle name came from. Countess of Whitby.”

“Countess?” Her eyes flew open again. “My father was an earl?”

Justin’s free hand found hers, and he linked their fingers together. “Is an earl, Brooklet.”

Had she been standing, she would have had to sit. “My father . . .”

“Is very eager to meet you.” He squeezed her hand and ran his thumb over hers. “It’s time to come home, Lady Berkeley.”

Brook drew in a long breath seasoned with fruit from the markets, the spice of Italian cooking, and the salty tang of the Mediterranean Sea.

All her life, all her memory, this had been home. All the world she’d needed. “I . . . I must absorb all this.”

“Of course you must.” He lifted her hand and kissed her knuckles as he had done ever since they played knight and damsel as children, back when she had dreamed it was real. But his eyes remained locked on hers now. “I know you have been praying about this as much as I have been. This is the answer to those prayers, mon amie. This is where the Lord wants you. And I will be with you every step of the way.”

No doubt he was right. And no doubt when her thoughts stopped crashing like waves in a tempest, the peace of the Lord would descend. But right this moment . . . “I must go. Au revoir, Justin.” She leaned over, kissed him on either cheek, and let herself out of the car.

A warm breeze gusted up the street. Brook touched her hat to make sure it was secure, then let her fingers fall to her necklace. A baroness, daughter of an earl. Of all the scenarios she had entertained, that had never been one of them.

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Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Thoughtful About . . . Vacationing with Jesus

Last weekend I had the joy of filling for my dad in the pulpit at our church. I've done this once before, but it was many, many years ago. Like, before Rowyn was born, I yeah. It's been a while, LOL. But I'd just been thinking, a day or two before he asked me, that I wanted to start expanding my speaking repertoire--you know, so that it included something other than my publishing story. ;-)

As I prayed about what to talk about, my mind kept going back to the topic of vacation. Summer is finally upon us, so vacation is a topic on a lot of different minds, right? When can we go? Where will we go? How long can we stay? How much will it cost? What do I have to do to prepare? For a lot of us, vacation isn’t about rest, it’s about doing—preparing to go, preparing to travel, preparing for each day while we’re there, preparing to get it all home, and then preparing to get back to normal life.

I can’t tell you how many times I’ve heard someone say that they need a vacation from their vacation!

Personally, David and I have made it a point to make our vacations restful. We don’t do much planning, and the most exciting thing on our agendas is usually to visit a museum or go out to dinner. Otherwise, we’re relaxing. Resting. Rejuvenating our minds and spirits.

This is a necessary process. Studied have shown that having a break from work actually makes a worker more productive. And God himself recognized this. In the Law of Moses, we’ve seen how the Lord gave very specific instructions on rest. We have the Sabbath laws. The Sabbath year laws. The Feasts and festivals. All of these are meant to be times when man takes a break from the grind of daily life.

But they’re something else too, aren’t they? They’re also meant to be times when we take a break from normal life…to worship and praise Him.

Let’s look at Matthew 11, specifically at the well known verses 28-30:

  28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”

Jesus isn’t just talking here about a physical rest, right? He’s talking about rest for our souls.
I want to share another translation, this time from the Message. 

“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”

A friend of mine claims this as her favorite verse, so I’ve read it quite a few times. I like how in addition to the words “tired” and “worn out” he also speaks to that spiritual exhaustion—“burned out on religion.” Not on faith, but on religion. On the traditions, the processes, the expectations, the demands. Those can be so exhausting. They, like our jobs, are doing. And sometimes we need a rest from that in the worst way.

I also love the insight into how we’re going to find that, which is kinda an extrapolation of “Come to Me” and “take my yoke upon you and learn from me.”

“Get away with me. Walk with me. Work with me. Watch how I do it.”

Wait—maybe this is a bad example after all. What does he say here? Work with me.

Well that doesn’t fit the idea of vacation at all!

But that’s just the Message. If we go back to the New King James, we don’t see that in there, right? It just says “take my yoke upon you.” Well…that doesn’t use the word work, to be sure. But what’s a yoke? It’s something we put on animals…so they can work.


And it goes on with “learn from Me.” Okay, so let’s learn from Jesus. We see him doing plenty of things. Certainly, among them are traveling to observe the holy days—holidays. But even then, what is he doing? Healing the sick. Cleansing the lepers. Casting out demons. Preaching. Teaching.

Working—but not toiling at a 9-5. He’s doing the Father’s work.

So then…is doing the Father’s work…rest?

That’s quite a thought, isn’t it?
Though to be sure, even Jesus had to get away from the crowds. Away from that hands-on work. In those times, we see Him slipping away to pray. To commune with the Father.

As matters of faith often do, this idea of going to Him for our rejuvenation reminds me of my kids.
When my kids are bored, do you know what they do? They come to me. When they’re hungry…they come to me. When they’ve accomplished something they’re proud of…they come to me. When they’re hurt…they come to me. When they’re upset…they come to me. When they're excited...they come to me. When they’re worried…they come to me. When they’re tired…they come to me.

They curl up in my lap. And even though I can’t often do anything, it doesn’t matter. All they want is to know that Mama’s there. They want to curl up in my lap and be my baby. They want to be surrounded by my love. And after a few minutes, they’re refreshed. They’re ready to put aside the exhaustion or the scrape or bruise, the argument or the anger. They’re ready to go back to their game or their project or their work.

For anyone who has read my Culper Series, you'll be familiar with the Puritan prayers I included, taken from Valley of Vision. This is one I used in the second book, which came to mind when I was thinking about this:

“Blessed Lord, let me climb up near to Thee, and love, and long, and plead, and wrestle with Thee, and pant for deliverance from the body of sin, for my heart is wandering and lifeless, and my soul mourns to think it should ever lose sight of its beloved. Wrap my life in divine love, and keep me ever desiring Thee, always humble and resigned to Thy will, more fixed on Thyself, that I may be more fitted for doing and suffering.”

Rest. That’s what Jesus offers. But we don’t get it by going away. We don’t get it by stopping what we’re doing. We don’t get it by focusing on us.

We get it by focusing on Him. By crawling up into our Father’s lap. By letting the Spirit act through us.

We don't get it by stopping out work. We get it by doing His work.

And when take our vacation in the lap of our Abba Father, then a few minutes or hours is all it takes. We come back refreshed, ready to do His work--and certainly not in need of another vacation to recover from it.