Thursday, December 6, 2012

Thoughtful About . . . Gifts

I'm happy to say that this year (as opposed to most years), I'm nearly done my Christmas shopping already. I have a few things yet to pick up, but all the tricky ones are handled. I'm feeling on top of things there. Mostly. ;-) And as I talk with my kiddos about the real meaning of Christmas and all that fun stuff, I can't help but think about the gifts I'm most grateful for.

I totally neglected to post on Thanksgiving (though I'd meant to, LOL), so I figured I'd take a few minutes now, halfway between the holidays, to give thanks for those gifts that make my life worth living.

Sometimes it just hits me anew how blessed I've been in my family life. God put me in a loving, amazing family growing up. One that protected without being overbearing. One that nurtured without stifling. One that provided fun as well as life-lessons to remember. My parents taught me to love God and follow Jesus, to chase after my dreams, and to always be myself. They somehow raised me to be secure in exactly who I was, so long as I was following the path the Lord wanted me on. I am so, so grateful for my family.

Then I happened to meet the man of my dreams at a very young age. Oh, that caused some nay-saying back then, to be sure. In this day and age, it just isn't expected that you meet your soul mate at 15 and get married at 18 (by choice, not by shotgun, LOL). But David and I knew what we wanted and needed, and I don't regret a moment of the last eleven and a half years of marriage. I am so, so blessed to have a husband who not only loves me but understands me. Who supports my every dream and encourages my every goal. No matter what comes and goes in this life, I know he'll be beside me every moment he can be. And I am so grateful for that rare and precious gift.

And then the children God has given me! Goodness, I know most parents think the exact same thing, but these little people are just amazing. Sure, I get frustrated with them. But when I take a step back and really look at who they are, I can't believe the sweet hearts they have, the joy, the delight. They really are the lights in our lives, and I'm so, so proud of them. And grateful for every hug and cuddle, for every grin and giggle.

Then I look back over the years I've traveled to get to where I am, over the tears and letdowns in an attempt to build a career, and then at the place I've ended up. Not that I'm now a best-selling, raving success or anything, but I'm here. Where I've always wanted to be. I'm working with an editor who believes in me, with a house that believes in me, on projects that excite us all. I'm working as an editor with amazing authors whose stories leave me breathless. And I'm finally "supporting my habit," as I call it. ;-)

I have so much. So much to be grateful for, so many gifts that I've received, gifts that I never would have put on my list for Santa, but which far surpass that bike I had to have or the doll that was utterly necessary at age 7.

Don't get me wrong, I love that new Dyson vacuum cleaner that just arrived yesterday, and all the other gifts my family blesses me with each year. ;-) But at the end of the day, when the new pots are in the cabinet and the new shirt is stained and worn, I can settle on my couch with the man I love and think, "Wow, Lord. You've given me love. You've given me family. You've given me my dreams. Please show me what I can give back to You to show You that Your love is what I prize above all."

2 comments:

  1. This post warmed my heart and made me smile. What a blessing you are. And I have much to be thankful for as well - thanks for the reminder!

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  2. Absolutely beautiful, Roseanna, thanks for sharing!

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